Tag: Dear Diary x 11

Dear Diary,

When I was a young teenager my mother threw a tea party for, 'high class young ladies of Silvermoon.' Several girls came with their mothers. The adults sat at one table and we children at the second table. The kids were terribly interested in what the adults were doing: Were they thinking of new and creative ways to punish them when they were bad? Were they praising them? Not discussing them at all?

The women served us small cupcakes and glasses of hot or cold teas. We tried to be polite and not eat or drink messily. One of the girls complained that no one was talking we were just consuming snacks and teas. We responded by... continuing to silently consume snacks and teas.

It wasn't that I didn't wanna chat. It was...

With the permission of King Wrynn's emissary myself and the sentient Infernal who I called 'my child' flew away from the walls surrounding Stormwind City by griffons. Actually my child was too big to fit in the saddle so instead it followed me as a fel meteor. We arrived in Ashenvale Forest where my little project had taken place.

We were in an Orc encampment. They eyed me and the huge demon beside me with... suspicion? Why? I'm only here to help!

They told us that they had seen some flattened and broken vegetation on the way out of their lumber camp. We followed the rather obvious trail until we reached the second of my children.

"Please... come with me back to Stormwind? The Horde won't take y-you apart... if you--" I started...

A human warlock that no one knew drifted into Dreadscar Rift. She convinced two other warlocks, myself included, to perform a summoning ritual that would bring in her coven from somewhere on the Broken Shore. Believing that she was telling the truth and feeling we needed each and every drop of help against The Burning Legion I asked the other two warlocks in attendance--a goblin with jeweled earrings and scars on her face and an orc who had graying hair--what did they think about the human woman's offer?


"She seems trustworthy and besides, girly... whadda think every warlock and demon available in the place is gonna do if they attack?" The goblin smiled examined her long polished fingernails.


"I agree with her," Tiagra was gesturing at...

I received a book by Master Raveintis about what do demonesses fear? They can be bound with seals not to lie, there are some materials they refuse to touch. And of course: Good old-fashioned manipulations and temptations, to which succubi and imps are especially prone to falling for. Sometimes if you tease enough they shall even follow you like lost puppies ah-ha.

They as well fear my teacher of 2 years: Selerra Sorrowsong. The Sorrowsong family has been known to be especially brutal in its deals with demonesses. They make ironclad contracts that are signed in blood. They despise demons who don't pull their own weight. And occasionally the girls of the family take on students. I was one such student before being forced to leave the...

She broke free from a tyrant and went on to occupy quite a nice bit of land... with her own city underneath, which I often visit for the Auction Houses. She wishes to give her kind the power of reproduction through the Val'kyr. Sylvanas is committed to the survival of her race, like all Sin'dorei I know, and that is why I approve of her induction as Warchief.

And because... remember that Scourge officer I mentioned? I served the Scourge for a time. As an enchantress for their plate wearing warriors, carving terrible curses into their armors to terrify and harm their enemies. And as a tailor for sewing together new robes for their casters. It was tireless work because they did not actually kill me like most. They felt that true...

Once an old man assigns Aysa Cloudsinger's students to give me some combat training. I had never fought anyone in my life. Maybe... avoiding fist fights with mad little boys in the streets when I am trying to shop and they challenge whatever about me in public? So the first student asks:

"What do you hope to get out of your training with Aysa Cloudsinger and the Tushui Nuns?" She, the pigtailed Pandaren girl, asks deferentially yet with intensity. Looking me in the face yet not staring or trying to intimidate. She even drops her arms and fighting stance to show she shall not move... until everyone is ready?

"I hope to understand... how to disarm my enemies. Not lethally harm them. Is that... okay?" Baojun asks with trepidation....

When I worked as a magess for Silvermoon City, because of my talkativeness, they said... I was given a job as a dispute moderatrix. Watcher of a small territory on Sunstrider Isle. I learned about Dath'remar, who led our people to where they reside now, yet I... do not remember the entire tale. Is that a problem? It isn't even about Lord Sunstrider whoever. Not truly. What I learned as a protector of the nature reserve at that small village was one simple thing: Hatred is not productive to resolving disputes. Not using your magics to obliterate your enemies. You must... show them mercy and kindness.

It doesn't have to be about pretty pretty feelings either.

Just necessary deescalation techniques. A useful one, which I learned from a...

The truth is that I have been a woman of the night in my past. I've used dates to earn monies to survive. Always to survive another lonely night or homeless night--Not just to "gold dig" or "steal from innocents." In fact none of the men--mostly men as women were afraid of what I might do to them--I dated ever cared about me, or helping me survive. Just filling their own pockets or slaking their own thirsts for lovemaking. And I've made love on top, on bottom and even... in shameful positions I hate. Even being forced to say things about my partners and myself that I despise, or dress in a slinky dress I hate or wear makeups that bother my skin. Just to please my clients.

Have I had female clients too? Why yes. One of them... an orc...

I am a Shen-zin Su Pandaren. That means I was born on the back of a giant sea turtle. I grew up hearing legends that everyone... in my small town were connected in some way. Not spiritually necessarily more like: We know little things about their lives from seeing them and chatting, if they have done work in town, if they like us or dislike us? So I felt at home in that community. Then: I was homeless for a while at least twice. To survive I had to learn how to be charming at least temporarily, and I was forced to leave Shen-zin Su. I asked him: "Why did my people force me to leave my only home?"

I had never spoken to my ancient elders before. Only heard stories. What would he say? Would he be angry or accepting? Would he even......

Dear Diary:

My mind is a mess. I think elves and humans are spreading rumors about me. Or anyone really, however... I feel especially like the humans won't trust me because they think my people betrayed them when we left the Alliance. As far as I know? The Alliance wasn't helping us and we taught them their magics of the Arcane, Fire and Ice that they now love so much. Elves because... my family has been cast down from the popularity of nobility and disgraced publicly by The Convocation of Silvermoon. I cannot get these crazy, paranoid thoughts out of my head. Or thoughts that my dates are mocking me, calling me a woman of no morals and that they all... despise me. Do I despise myself too? Sadly to say, I do.

It all started when I...

What do I do when I am lonely? I walk the streets of Stormwind and go to bars looking for dates. Taverns have varieties of peoples and all of them have their own stories. I listen to their stories and try to help them too. It's a mutually beneficial relationship for all involved. And: When you're in troubles sometimes former dates seem to... appear and help you? It's odd and strange, serendipitous, yet elves shall come to your aids when you're in trouble. So shall any races of the Horde you dated. My favorite men and women to date are goblins. They have connections, wild ideas and personalities that keep me interested. I like tauren for their respectfulness in interpersonal relationships. I've even had a hands off date with a Forsaken...